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madame
hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:14 PM
woke up an hour ago. wanting to study, but find no concentration. the reason why i wanted to study is because i'm not coming home later. sobs. but now i'm blogging instead shows that i'm bored and i'm losing the concentration. hais. what to do? womdering where i should go later. church will be available for hanging out. but i need get something from my friend. and after doing that, i doubt i will have the feeling to go back to church. wondering if i can go your house downstairs, but doubt your mum will allow you to come out bahs. sigh. forget it. i'm daydreaming.

why is it that you always stop me from doing the things that i want to do unknowningly? argh. i don't blame you, but instead, i just find it weird. in order not to make me sad, you chose to force yourself into this. WHY? why is it that i cannot sense how you feel? is it true that my sensor spoil liao? the reason why i behave the way i do is because you said you will be more afraid when you see my serious side. so i tried to be LAME! lols. whatever. hais. tell me what you really want, and what you want me to do. i will do it.

tomorrow night got dinner, sian. later also don't know what to wear, COOL is the dress code. what cool outfits i have? sigh. wearing jeans i supposed, then plus the button shirt i wore for ROD. just now chat with my jie[shirlynn] til 3plus. then was playing game. i wanted to break record, but in the end, i broke the concentration. sigh. slept at 6plus. but then, was bitten by mosquitoes, do not know why. perhaps is because of the constructions that are going on outside my window. sobs. have to tahan a few more days. tomorrow will be dead tired since i intend to taunt tonight, so i left monday to prepare and to chiong everything. HOMEWORK! i don't even know what i should do and whar i have done. FAILURE! really damn FAILURE! argh.

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE to all those who are reading this. i won't be here in MSN to wish you guys, but i just want to say, ADVANCED HAPPY NEW YEAR. wish you guys all the best. and YTWO! we can do it, if we do what we need to. TAKE CARE!!!!